Haus.

Buying a house is such a huge fucking commitment. I really hope this is what I want. We don't have the money yet, but I know that I love him and I know I want kids with him... so... yeah, I'm pretty fucking sure it is what I want. Of course, I don't want kids 'til I'm done school and I hope it works out that way. :P

I'm just always scared that ... well, that he'll start to hate me. I don't know why he would, because I'm awesome... but like, I think I don't take certain things seriously enough for him. I don't know.

I love him.

I do.