Ha. Someone named... hmmm should I use real names? Sure ... no. Not this time. :P

Let's call him... hmm... Serge. Sweet. Hahaha. Someone names 'Serge' messaged me on the site I met kevin on... and he then added me to msn. He's kinda cute. He's 25, though. 5 years difference. Meh. But uh... everytime I talk to someone new... I feel bad, cuz kevin's always in the back of my mind. For some reason. I guess cuz he buys me things. For some reason. I still have to see kevin again cuz he's gonna give me my shirt... so... I WILL hug him then. Maybe kiss him, I dunno. Depends. :P

But why do I feel guilt?... it's weird. Whatever. I should go to bed, so's I can get up. Fuck, I don't wanna go to work... :(