He likes me... :P

K... hahaha. He kissed my cheek. :P No, no, it's really funny! I swear!

He came, and we went for a walk... and then we were back near my house, and he wanted to use my bathroom, so I was like fine... I guess so.

And then we sat in the basement for a while.

And like... I dunno. It was nice, I guess. I'm so not used to people sitting THAT close. Ya know?

He hugged me like my dad does. Like all caring and sentimental and shit... ya know? :P Fuck... he kept looking at me... like I knew he wanted to kiss me, but I just wasn't... going for it. Cuz yeah. I dunno. It was... weird. We were standing all close... and stuff. It was hilarious. Believe me. :P It woulda been "perfect" if I had kissed him back, but like... I dunno.

I still have no idea why he likes me so much. It's... kind of blowing my mind. But I try not to think about it. :P

Plus my lips were chapped, and I didn't want our first kiss to be inside my porch. :P PLUS... he said he didn't wanna get into that... I dunno. What a liah! :P But I guess I'm just so irrisistable.

He kissed my cheek. I went back down to the basement, laughing... haha. I'm so horrible. But it was like... I dunno.

We were hugging forever... or what seemed like it... geez. And then he wanted to hug again, and I just leaned my head against his chest... I could hear his heart beat. I haven't done that since I was little with my dad... I don't know if it was nice or not. I guess it was... blah. What a joke.

I... don't know how to feel. I like him, yeah... but... I dunno. I'm so... embarrassed. I wiped his kiss germs off my face. :P When I got back down to the basement that is...

He shat in my house. lmao. I swear. It stunk when I walked by... but I didn't say anything, cuz I'm too nice. Gross, eh? But it's... a normal bodily function, I can't really hold it against him. Blah.

In conclusion: I'm still such a little kid. He has cooties, and I don't want them. Right at this moment. :P Maybe in a couple weeks, he'll have grown on me some more... but yeah.

Still.