Grunt.
Oh gosh... I was in such a good mood today, until Jordan killed it with his complaining that we never do what he wants to do. As in... going out for food... like... Chinese or Indian. Bah. I just... I dunno.
Whatever. So it was me being all... hmm... trying to pick fights with him all evening. It wasn't too cool. Also he had brought up this girl who wanted to date him when I met him... like... wth. And he got all creeped out by it cuz like... somehow he heard that I didn't want him talking to her anymore, which isn't true. I don't care. I just needed reassurance that he wasn't leaving me I guess. So today... was kinda my freakout that's been a long time coming. Yeah.
It was awful.
But then we started playing Tiger Woods 07 on "his" ps3... not entirely his yet... and it cheered me up a little. But like... I dunno.
I had to remind him that... well... he was like the second person I've ever kissed. How sad, I know. :P And then... well when I said that we were sitting in the parking lot, while he made me eat my cheeseburger, before we went to rent the game... cuz.. I dunno why. Ugh. Whatever. He was being weird. I was being weird. Whatever. Anyway... after I said that he was like... well you're the second person I've kissed in Saskatchewan... and I was like... what?... cuz I didn't know what had happened with that other girl. Whatever. I really don't want to get into it, I just... needed to rant. Blah.
We're fine now though... but it took forever to get over... on my end. Just cuz... you know. I am kind of attached to this man... and I don't want him to leave me. Cuz that would suck. And he still owes me money. :P
I'm keeping an eye out for a wii. I really want one. Kevin wants one too apparently. More than I do. Heh. Perhaps I will sell him mine... if I get one first. :P Meh. But yay, it's another person to play with. Aside from my brother. :P
Oh, and while I was telling him why I was upset... that girl... he was like well do you still talk to kevin? And I was like yeah. But I didn't kiss kevin. And then he's all well that's cuz you guys are wusses. Like... fuck you guy. While possibly true... still uncalled for. :P Whatever... Ugh.
I still don't know why I love him so much. Everything he says these days, I just dig and dig and overanalyze until it doesn't resemble anything he actually meant. Whatever.
I really need to phone my stepmom before the 24th. Sigh.
Whatever. So it was me being all... hmm... trying to pick fights with him all evening. It wasn't too cool. Also he had brought up this girl who wanted to date him when I met him... like... wth. And he got all creeped out by it cuz like... somehow he heard that I didn't want him talking to her anymore, which isn't true. I don't care. I just needed reassurance that he wasn't leaving me I guess. So today... was kinda my freakout that's been a long time coming. Yeah.
It was awful.
But then we started playing Tiger Woods 07 on "his" ps3... not entirely his yet... and it cheered me up a little. But like... I dunno.
I had to remind him that... well... he was like the second person I've ever kissed. How sad, I know. :P And then... well when I said that we were sitting in the parking lot, while he made me eat my cheeseburger, before we went to rent the game... cuz.. I dunno why. Ugh. Whatever. He was being weird. I was being weird. Whatever. Anyway... after I said that he was like... well you're the second person I've kissed in Saskatchewan... and I was like... what?... cuz I didn't know what had happened with that other girl. Whatever. I really don't want to get into it, I just... needed to rant. Blah.
We're fine now though... but it took forever to get over... on my end. Just cuz... you know. I am kind of attached to this man... and I don't want him to leave me. Cuz that would suck. And he still owes me money. :P
I'm keeping an eye out for a wii. I really want one. Kevin wants one too apparently. More than I do. Heh. Perhaps I will sell him mine... if I get one first. :P Meh. But yay, it's another person to play with. Aside from my brother. :P
Oh, and while I was telling him why I was upset... that girl... he was like well do you still talk to kevin? And I was like yeah. But I didn't kiss kevin. And then he's all well that's cuz you guys are wusses. Like... fuck you guy. While possibly true... still uncalled for. :P Whatever... Ugh.
I still don't know why I love him so much. Everything he says these days, I just dig and dig and overanalyze until it doesn't resemble anything he actually meant. Whatever.
I really need to phone my stepmom before the 24th. Sigh.
posted by Katy at 10:24 PM
2 Comments:
so sorry that stuff is a little bumpy right now, stuff like this happens!
It will get better and remember he is with you and not her!!
Yeah... thanks... I'm glad it happened now though. Cuz hopefully I'll be able to move on... :P
I know he's with me... but sometimes it feels like... I dunno. Like I'm crampin' his style or something? It's... bizarre... and not really what I mean. I dunno how to word it. Oh well.
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