Oh, good lord...

Hmm. For some reason I can't breathe.

I think when I was KISSING collin, I forgot to breathe... which is why my lungs hurt.

Damn, are kisses always that wet? Jesus. If they are... but it was sorta nice. Even if I don't think I like him that much. Haha.

I am a huge asshole. :P

But anyway, Wes was over using my computer (his is dead) while Collin was here, and after Collin left, I went downstairs to sit with wes... and he was like... Where's Collin? And I was like he's gone. And he was like good. You can do better. And I was like probably... this is just an experiment.

:P

My mother doesn't like him either. Because he was stalking me that one day. Haha.

I dunno. He FARTED ON MY CHAIR. Okay. I think he thinks I didn't notice, but I did, and saw him mouth 'excuse me'. Blah. And that other time he had a crap in my toilet... man. He is obviously too gassy for me. And kinda gross. Bowling was okay, I guess. Expensive... holy crap. Ha. He paid though so it was all good. :P I won one game... yeah... we played three.

Umm... hmm. So yes. Oh thank god, he doesn't 'feel any sorta deep connection' to me. Yess. Then I fired a that's what I was thinking back at him. We're talking on msn.

Thank god. The ordeal is over. I just didn't have the heart to do it. Hahahah. Yes. Now... where's Kevy at? :P Haha... sigh.

In conclusion: I am SO FUCKING RELIEVED. Yay. No more dates for a while... unless it's with kevin. And we're going to a movie. Before he moves away... if he does... sigh. :P NO WAIT. There's always Pete... hmm. Ooo, yeah I should totallly hop on that train. :P Not that.. he's a train.

Yes. I'm so glad. Now I can go ahead and be a huge bitch to Collin like he deserved the first time he put me through this. Except now, I sorta rejected him because apparently the kiss was 'very jerky and fast'. LMAO. Maybe cuz I don't know how to do it... and B, I don't really like him... YAY REVELATIONS!

But yeah. Hmm. Perhaps I am a bit bitter. But he's kinda boring. I want someone interesting... and WHO SWEARS. Oh thank god. I would not have been able to go through life without saying fuck every second word, I don't think. Well, I don't actually do that now... but.. ya know. I don't like walking on eggshells.

Plus he's gross. And I don't like him.

Yeah it'd be neat to have someone to lug around places but... meh. Clingy guys are not cool. And he seems like a clinger. I like how he tries to hurt me before I can to him though. He totally knew I wasn't all that into him... meh. Cuz when he was holding me... ugh... I was like tapping my fingers on his fat back... :P (ooo, now I'm just being mean, oh well) and like.. he knew I was not interested. I TURNED HIM DOWN WITHOUT USING WORDS. That's how I roll.

It's all in the finger tappin' baby. Hahahaha.